What If...

What if, just what if... you're in love with someone who appears to feel the same way, but is horrible at the commitment? I've known Joe for about 5 years now and from the moment I saw him, I just knew. And now, being apart, my mind frequently wanders his way. My stomach turns in knows and I just want to know more. The problem is, he is so distant from everything. He keeps secrets and won't open up - it leaves a lot of unanswered questions.