Frustrated

This boy has got me soo.... so frustrated. And so crazy in love or something. All I can think about is him and how long it has been and how long it will be until I see him again. Could he be "the one"? Until recently, he would always be the one to call or initiate any contact. The people that know the both of us say it is near impossible to "catch" Joe, but is he not already caught? I wish I knew what was going on in his mind... I wish he would let me know what was going on.